The Last Ember · chapter 5

The First Ember was not in a temple.

It was in a cistern, under the village. The Ashborn had not built it. It had been there before the Fall, and a thousand years of ash had not covered it. The water did the covering. The cistern held the water, and the holding was the one thing the ember did not do.

The ember did the one thing all six of them did, the one the empire had spent a thousand years afraid of. It sang.

Ashe went down the cistern steps the way you go down into something that is not a cup: the whole of her hand on the wall, the hand not closed. In the ash, not-closing was the difference between the empire and the song.

The ember lay at the bottom of the water. The water was the color of the road, the color the ash had worn for a thousand years, the color the First Ember had been before the keeping: dawn. The first of the light. The first of the burning. The first of what the sun had swallowed ten thousand years ago, out of fear of the dark between the stars.

Serath stood at the bottom with her. He had been there since the Fall, and that was longer than the mountain. No ear could measure the length.

"Put your hand in the water," he said. "And do not sing." Singing was the empire's work. Not-singing was the ash's, and what Ashe was, on the road, was the not-singing.

Ashe put her hand in the water.

The dream came up the way it had always come, in the cold scriptorium, for a hundred and forty years — not as words, as a warmth. The warmth went down through the water to the cold bottom, where the god had been before the light.

In the burning I am in pain, and the pain is not mine, and I did not know that a body could be a cup, and I did not know that the cup could be held, and I did not know that the holding was a drinking. Now I am the bottom of the cup, and the bottom is cold, and the cold is what I was before the light, and the light is what you are now, and you are the last of it, and I am the first of the nothing, and the nothing is coming. I have asked, in the dream, one thing only: that when the taking comes, there will be someone to sing it back. That is what the song is. That is why it cannot lie. But it is not a song for the empire. The empire is the cup. The song is for the one who was, before the cup, the warmth.

The dream let her go.

Ashe pulled her hand out. Eleven days on the road, and the not-stopping was the whole of it.

"He is in pain," she said to Serath. It was what the ledgers said. The empire had burned the ledgers a thousand years ago. The ash, in the two hundred and thirty, had not been the thing that burned them.

"He is in pain," Serath said. "And the pain is dying. The dying is what the empire does not know. The Pyre has that not-knowing. It is here now, on the road to the village, the road you walked. The riders are on the mountain. The word closed the mountain, and the closing is open now."

Yrren had carried that word for eleven years, as the trade. The trade was the rumor, and the rumor was what the two of them had been since Redmills. The riders had watched it in the plain.

They came in on the night of the fifth day in the ash. The ash did not see the coming. The empire saw with light, and the light was in the cistern, at the bottom of the water, and the bottom did not see.

The commander of the riders was at their head. He was the face Corvin had stood in, twenty years ago, at Cressen. The face was not the rumor, and the village did not know about the not-rumor.

"The First Ember," the commander said to Serath. His word was what the Pyre's word had been, for a thousand years, on the road to the ash. The word closed the road, and the closing was open now. The two hundred and thirty did not know about the open, because the not-knowing was what the ash kept.

"The First Ember is not a thing the Pyre names," Serath said. His voice was not a door. It was the road, and the road walked. "The First Ember is what the Fall broke. The body is under the capital, in the cup, and the cup is dry. The dry is what the singing is for."

The commander did not answer. The circle of grey tents was open now.

They took the ember. The taking was what the empire had managed in a thousand years. The ash did not see the doing.

Ashe put her hand on the commander's arm. The door did not do the putting. The road did, and the road walked:

"The taking will kill him. The killing is the Long Night. The Night is the sky, and the sky is the six, and the six are what the rite needs. The Pyre has set the rite, and the setting is, on the night of the Blackenings, the last of the hoard. The last is here now, in the village, in the commander's hands, and his hands are not closed. The not-closing is what the ash is."

The commander looked at her. The face was not the rumor.

"You are the Frenzied of the Vault," he said.

"I am the one who reads the ledgers," Ashe said. "And the ledgers say: Sing this to the people, so that when the taking comes, there will be someone to sing it back. The singing-back is the ash's work. It is not the taking. The not-taking is the ember. And the ember is not in the cistern anymore."

The rider who held the ember put it down. The ash did not expect the putting-down. The village did not know about it, and the ash kept the not-knowing.

Serath looked at the ember. The looking had been, since the Fall, the length of the whole sky. And the sky over the village was not hoarded.

"Walk it out," he said to Ashe. His voice was not a door. It was the road. "The cistern is empty now. The empty is what the empire has managed in a thousand years. The ember is in your hands, and your hands are not closed. The not-closing is the road."

They carried the ember out of the village the way the ash had always kept it — the way the two hundred and thirty had lived there for a thousand years, in the water that moved, which the ford never knew about.

The commander watched them go. The circle of grey tents, the way the riders held instead of burned, was dry now.

"He is dying," the commander said to the rider who had put the ember down. His voice was the road, not the face. "The dying is what the rite needs. The Pyre has set the rite, and the rite is, on the night of the Blackenings, the last of the hoard. The last is the three of them, on the road, walking through the village the empire did not name."

The rider did not answer. Not-answering was what the ash had been for a thousand years, and what the ember was, at the bottom of the moving water. The ford never knew the moving.

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In the burning the ember is not in the cistern. It is in the hands that are not closed, and not-closing is the road. The road walked. The walking is what the Long Night does not know. The not-knowing is what the singing is for.

— Dream-Ledger, entry of the night they walked the First Ember out of Mourne-ash, written by Ashe Wren, the index of the road to the Pass of Cinders

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